Meeting up my cousin K…

The person I told you about in my previous post, wants me to go see her tomorrow (Sunday)…I really don’t feel like going, not because I don’t want to – I do I haven’t seen her since November 2015. Its just I don’t see the point in going where she’s shut me out internally. I see it as a waste of time and just as more damage done to what is left. Maybe distance will be good in order for her and me to heal.  Or who knows there may be even more distance if I don’t go and she may feel hurt I don’t know…

I don’t think I will go. I hope she understands, that it’s just as painful for me as it is for her (if there is still any love left on her part).

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