Sometimes I just wish I had love problems, like for real. Rather than being a part of a dysfunctional family..sigh. Anywho, back to work.
Today I found out about stuff you did, about your betrayal and how things really are. And to think that all this time I thought it was me – that it was all my fault and that somehow I hurt you without any logical reason. I guess love blinded me as I constantly replayed everything […]
So it seems it is not going to work out…its ok..I am willing to let go…like I said it is harder and even more painful trying to hold on…so you can leave without having to feel bad. Don’t feel bad, it is ok. I am going to miss you. I love you, Fiorella.
Not really sure where I’ll be going with this blog..it will just be – for now, randomized things about events in my life (there are so many things wrong with that sentence but I’m writing this in a rush) I may even change the domain name so yea. Story: I spoke to a friend today, […]
For real guys, I am SO HAPPY right now. 😀 can’t stop smiling. UGH, you’d think at my age I’d stop being this giddy. I’m just so excited we are going to have a girls night and we are going to bake pies hahaha YESSS!
She contacted today, it like she reels me in and lets me go. I just allow it because I love her. I am happy she wants to hang out next weekend so woohoo! maybe its progress I don’t know yet but I will remain optimistic. I miss her so much. I’m so excited I can’t wait! […]
So it’s one of those posts, you know the ones where you long for someone and kind of wished you told them how you really felt at the time they were in your life but were too afraid for fear of being ridiculed or made out to be some crazy, so here goes. You know I […]